Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Posted at 01:36 am by
le_artiste
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Habang paikot-ikot ka sa mga isla sa Amerika,
Hihintayin kita.
Dahil alam kong babalik ka.
At kasabay sa iyong pagbabalik
Ay ang katuparan
Ng mga pangako at pangarap
Na matagal na nating inaasam.

Posted at 01:23 am by
le_artiste
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Sunday, October 08, 2006
"Things start out as they intend to go on."
- Jo's mom
Who's Jo? She's a 40ish female Canadian, has a strong personality, can be rude at times (and especially when necessary), has above average intelligence, and my best friend in Indonesia. Who's Jo's mom? I haven't met her yet but her words just hit me that night that Jo told to me about it. So there I was, sitting in our huge 3-story house in Indonesia, realizing how bad things started for me in that foreign country. As a matter of fact, it was sooo bad that all sorts of bad things happened even before I left RP. A few days before my flight, my mom got robbed, my bf got our mountain bike stolen while making a quick call, my dad got bitten by our own cat and had to get an anti-rabies shot (which was rather expensive, by the way), and other things you would never imagine happening all in the same week (some even on the same day)! We should've been able to discern the signs that were being given to us for me not to pursue the job overseas but maybe being the positive-thinkers that we are, we just didn't realize that it could've been the Big Guy's way of warning us that I was about to make a mistake. And boy, was it a BIG one.
A lot of unimaginable things happened to me starting from DAY ONE (and to my colleagues as well, no thanks to an ineffective, unprofessional, and pathetic leader) in that hellhole but I don't want to bore you with details and I don't wanna waste words just recalling those events that I would rather block from my memory. Just to give you an idea how nasty it got, we filed a complaint against our joke-of-a-principal (and make that as a person as well) and the institution in DFA and I was assisted by a consul in the Phil. Embassy there for me to be able to escape from that horrible place. Now that principal just can't believe how a young Filipina like me was able to outsmart her/them! It's a good thing she underestimated me coz it actually worked to my advantage. Now if things do start out as they intend to go on, I can't imagine how much worse things could've been for me have I stayed there! And that's why I decided to get out before things got any nastier.
But if there's one thing that I would ever cherish about Indonesia, (besides the fact that I love their art and food) it would be getting to know interesting people like Jo and developing friendships with people from other parts of the globe.
Now that's something I won't ever mind to keep on going on and on. ;)
Posted at 01:43 am by
le_artiste
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Friday, August 18, 2006
INDONESIA-RAYA MERDEKA MERDEKA
THINGS I'M LOVIN' ABOUT INDONESIA:
- Apukat almost all year round
- Sambal
- Spicy food (even sweet corn is served with chili! yummy)
- Martabak
- Otak-otak
- Robusta, Singha coffee
- Batik (they even have Batik paintings)
- Bandungan
- Simpang Lima
- Wearing headsets in church to listen to an English interpreter for us to understand the songs and the sermon (which are in Bahasa)
- The people in Desso Computer Shop who are always wiling to assist me (to the extent of installing my Bluetooth in their main computer and talking to the cab company because I don't speak Bahasa that well)
- Bahasa songs ("Burung kaka duwa...!")




Bandungan - where the temples and horses are

Susan's Spa





Posted at 04:56 pm by
le_artiste
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Monday, May 01, 2006
MARRIAGE TO AN AMERICAN CITIZEN AS A TICKET TO THE U.S.
I feel a bit sad and angry right now. I'm insulted by what my bf's sister offered him while they were chatting online a few days ago. My bf said his ate's exact words were: "Kasi kung hihintayin mo pa yung petition ko sa yo to go to the U.S., it will take 23 years. Pero kung gusto mo, maghahanap ako ng babayaran ko dito para magpakasal kayo." HELLO?! Doesn't she remember that we've been together for five years now! So he can just go ahead and marry just about anyone who's an American citizen just like that and then what? Keep me on hold until he gets settled in the U.S. and they get divorced? That is, if they will be able to get a divorce! And what happens to me and to us while they're processing his papers? We're not poor you know. It just so happened that I don't have a green card so I'm sorry if I won't be able to help her brother go to the U.S. in a jiffy! My bf is telling me not to take it seriously because he said no anyway. But that's not gonna make me feel any better about it. The fact that his ate brought it up means it could be a go anytime he says YES. I think that it's just so desperate for them to resort to that. I know that they're just trying to be practical but I wish that they would still have respect for other people who would be affected by that decision. Does everything have to be about money? God! She says the Philippines is hopeless. I'm not oblivious to the things going on in the country right now but as a Filipino and as an Iskolar ng Bayan, I'm hurt to see a fellow UPian give up on our country.
Posted at 02:11 am by
le_artiste
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Wednesday, January 11, 2006
I don't have students anymore. :( I thought I was still gonna have them until my last day here in the office. :( Starting today, I'm just gonna be a full-time trainer.
I miss my students.
I'll miss my trainees.
They find me crazy for giving up this job that I have now that I have a good position and yeah, good pay too. It's really nice when people call you "Ma'am" or "Ms. ___" at work as a sign of respect although I constantly correct them and insist on just being called my nickname and just that. I really feel good when my trainees tell me that they feel sad on the last day of training coz it means we're not gonna spend that much time together anymore. And I really feel fulfilled when the teachers here improve (and are saved from being let go of the company)and they thank me for it. That and a lot of other perks.
Well, I also think about this sometimes but the thing is, if I really wanna pursue something else too, I'll have to start somewhere even if that means starting from the bottom again. And maybe, just maybe I can go right up the corporate ladder again soon.
Posted at 06:59 pm by
le_artiste
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Tuesday, December 06, 2005
I'm freakin' harrassed at work! I'm very flattered that they have high regards for what i can do and that they trust me so much that they don't supervise me anymore. But still, I'm just getting sooo stressed out.
Posted at 09:20 pm by
le_artiste
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Wednesday, September 28, 2005
I'm now wearing contacts! Yipee! No more glasses for me! I just wish the colored ones weren't so expensive here! It's actually cheaper in the U.S. But of course they don't really need colored contact lens there because their eyes are already "colored". Anyway, it's all's good.
Posted at 08:55 pm by
le_artiste
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Thursday, September 22, 2005
I'm 25. I just got promoted at work. I get paid well. I live in a condo. my boyfriend is so into me. Everything seems to be going well for me right now. Or so I thought. I didn't really realize it until my colleauge caught me looking at my friend's wedding photos every now and then. That's when it hit me...I also wanna get married already. I'm tired of shifting from my pad to my man's place. I'm tired of having to buy two sets of everything for both pads. I have to have two sets of toiletries, clothes, shoes, pretty much everything to make things easier for me should I decide to spend the day at my place or his. I am just not sure if I'm making this decision for the right reasons but it sure is what I feel like doing now. And why not? We're both doing well at work, he doesn't cheat on me, he cooks and washes my clothes for me, I mean what more could I ask for?
The only thing holding me back is his anger management issues. He really becomes like Mr. Hyde whenever he gets mad for whatever reason, no matter how trivial it may be. Just the other day, he attacked whatever he could put his hands on making my precious books and a sewing box flying in all directions! And all because of a stupid sachet of toothpaste. Yep, we fought over who was supposed to buy the toothpaste. That was it. But if you've seen how we fought and how my stuff was scattered all over the place, you would think it was because there was a third party or something. I suggested that he seek professional help but he was deeply insulted by the idea and just brushed it off. Well, that's it for now. I am sure that I love my man but I'm not so sure if I would still feel the same way after we get married, when we deal with a lot more complicated stuff and yes, much worse fights. I still am psyched about tying the knot but for now, I feel as if a knot is literally tying inside my stomach. Maybe I'm the one who really needs professional help.
Posted at 10:10 pm by
le_artiste
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